Happy December

+ Happy international say 'Hi' day!

Hurrah!

So I bought that Jacket I was bitching about in the last blog. Feeling a little better, too. I don't think that should happen again anytime soon; with luck!

Finally got my acoustic. It's amazing, but I'm getting calluses; or DEVELOPING calluses more like. And it hurts a tad; but ohwell. It's good for the long run.

I should be studying, but I really couldn't care less about exams at the moment... I'm on College Humor instead. And considering sleeping.

I am glad I bought that jersey.

FFS

I'm having another one of those 'Why am do I feel like this?' moods.
All I want to do is just put the covers over my head and stay there for a good few years, completely shut off from all the shitty realities. Just make it all stop, you know?
I honestly hope I don't wake up feeling like this tomorrow.

I had such a good day today; HOW/WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?!
I wish I bought that jacket today, though. I want to go buy it tomorrow, but it's literally impossible because of time issues.
I absolutely hate being forced into things, and not being able to get out. I think I'm about to explode. Nothing right.

I'm having horrible self-esteem issues right now, too. I can't even look at myself.
WTF is wrong with me right now?!

Blob. That's what I feel like. Just fucking blob, dude.

Sometimes

I wonder who people really are; if what I see is a lie.

Because let's face it, the world is a screwed up place filled with screwed up people. People lie, people cheat, people steal. It's a fact.
But that's okay, because some people get it, and try and look past the ugliness.

All in all, I need to appreciate things a little more.

Although I'm kind of lost.

WTF, GUYZ?!

So you're all supposed to be friends, and as far as I know friends do not fight amongst themselves, 'nor do they stop talking to each other out of nowhere.

I reckon people are selfish, and it's a fact. I'll admit I'm selfish, and do you know why? Because I'm a /person/. People have their moods, and the reason why I'm blessed with such 'perfect friends' as I'm quoting someone saying, is because I know people have flaws and I don't hold it against them unless they've well and truly screwed me over in the highest respect.
We're all in one way or another greedy, but have we ever considered how our own greed effects someone else?

Open your eyes,
AND REALIZE!

Just stop this pointless fighting; it's getting old.




Dude, if it takes serious measures, listen to this:
(But only if it's serious; I don't want you to be subject to this under your own free will...)



That is all. Please just chill.

People

They can be completely silly, and altogether rather annoying.
It makes me wonder what goes through their minds as they decide to screw up themselves, and then proceed to think that their way to do things is the only way, therefore they have no right to be questioned.
Then there's the type that thinks that anything they do won't have any effect on another person.
Or then there's the type that thinks mindgames are a form of entertainment.
And then there's the type that thinks everything is related back to them, as of course, they are after all pretty damn hot.

Hmm.

Happyyy

It's ironic, really.
That in my least favourite subject I manage to get Excellence for both of the exams, and then today when finding out the mark for my favourite... I almost expected to get achieved; because irony's a bitch like that, however irony surprised me.
Excellence in Drama, too!

Now the rest of 'em; well... I'm expecting a fail.
But I achieved in the Music Aural exam, which surprises me in the best way possible!
Argh.
I'm rambling again.

RELAXX

Finally prelims are over, and now it almost feels like I don't know what to do with myself!
I still have work tonight, so I can't really do anything drastic.
Unfortunately.

Hmm. So.
People confuse me, I've decided. Even I confuse me. People are really, really strange. And I say this in a general aspect, not just replacing the word 'people' for a name; I swear!
But maybe I'm over-thinking things yet again, I need to turn my brain off exam-mode...

Procrastination

Isn't it such an amazing thing?

In the past two days when I've meant to be studying I think that I've successfully done the most amazing amount of nothing instead of studying for prelims.
I think I even decided to tidy my room at one point, but gave up on that and went on facebook.
Today I even got out of work to study for Science and Music tomorrow; but instead I'm on blogger trying to remember what I've actually accomplished in the past few days.

Hmm.

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So. Hrmm.
Introductions are always a little awkward, huh?

I'm blogging again, but this time with luck they won't be all teen-ramblings about how much our lives suck when we can't go out on a certain night, or when we realize how crappy the opposite sex appears to be at that time...
With luck.

So here I am, deleting old blogs and such; 'coz frankly they make me laugh.

Prelims are looming over us right now, so I'm a little rusty at wording thoughts that don't have to do with Japanese, Drama, Music or the others... And frankly I wouldn't dream of writing about them himanatoki (in my free time).
Ah goodness; see. It's happening. It's taking over my brain.

Anywho, attempting to cover another Midnight Youth song. I know. Another.
Cavalry, but I feel like I'm butchering them... Which I don't want to do at all.
Loving A New Day atm. But then again, it's set to 'favourite-song' mode, just like Anna Molly by Incubus.