Hurrah!

So I bought that Jacket I was bitching about in the last blog. Feeling a little better, too. I don't think that should happen again anytime soon; with luck!

Finally got my acoustic. It's amazing, but I'm getting calluses; or DEVELOPING calluses more like. And it hurts a tad; but ohwell. It's good for the long run.

I should be studying, but I really couldn't care less about exams at the moment... I'm on College Humor instead. And considering sleeping.

I am glad I bought that jersey.

FFS

I'm having another one of those 'Why am do I feel like this?' moods.
All I want to do is just put the covers over my head and stay there for a good few years, completely shut off from all the shitty realities. Just make it all stop, you know?
I honestly hope I don't wake up feeling like this tomorrow.

I had such a good day today; HOW/WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS?!
I wish I bought that jacket today, though. I want to go buy it tomorrow, but it's literally impossible because of time issues.
I absolutely hate being forced into things, and not being able to get out. I think I'm about to explode. Nothing right.

I'm having horrible self-esteem issues right now, too. I can't even look at myself.
WTF is wrong with me right now?!

Blob. That's what I feel like. Just fucking blob, dude.

Sometimes

I wonder who people really are; if what I see is a lie.

Because let's face it, the world is a screwed up place filled with screwed up people. People lie, people cheat, people steal. It's a fact.
But that's okay, because some people get it, and try and look past the ugliness.

All in all, I need to appreciate things a little more.

Although I'm kind of lost.